Saturday, December 19, 2009 ♥
tired tired tired. :(
I've been going out almost everyday, this might explain why I am so tired everyday. yawns.
Today went out with ah ling and xh. Just accompanied xh to get her stuff cos I'm obviously broke. :( Anyway, xh says my eye bags and dark eye circles are better now! happy happy. :) I swear I nv put any concealer today! hehe.
I wanted to cry out loud yesterday. but I realise I was in a too-good mood to feel even abit of unhappiness. I guess people around me makes me happy. :)
(due to my tired brain, I lagged 10min before trying to recall what I wanted to write)
6A chalet plus xmas outing up next! :)
I don't want this year to end somehow. I miss NY somehow, surprisingly. I miss going to classes with 0823. I miss walking ard with pak in NY compound. I miss meeting the ZH gang in the canteen every morn.
I miss hanging out with 6A(soon that will happen). I miss going to study group. I miss us standing around deciding whr to eat/go next. I miss suaning JJ/mama. I miss not doing anything when I went to study group. I miss how we are like a family, telling things to one another and looking out for one another. I miss eating the same thing over and over again at liang court, yah that chicken and vegetable soup! I don't like the feeling that people are going to miss our outings, cos I can sure feel that sth is missing.
hmph, I'll soon miss my girls. But I shall say that next time.
I believe that people will keep in contact if they have the heart to.
Suddenly, the mood of mine turn damn emo now. Somehow I felt that I've became stronger. I'm not going cry over the same thing again, I've got to learn to smile and let things go.
yupyup, keep smiling people. cos seeing you guys happy, makes me happy too. :)
♥remembered yesterday @ 5:33 AM
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 ♥
I don't understand why. But you are my addiction.
♥remembered yesterday @ 8:08 AM
Monday, December 14, 2009 ♥
I hate this part right here.
I hate goodbyes, seriously.
I hate myself constant reminiscing into empty memories. I'm not going to do it again. I'm not going to do it again. I'm not going to do it again.
♥remembered yesterday @ 7:00 AM
Saturday, December 12, 2009 ♥
last birthday celebration with the usuals. Met toy and ah ling at sk at 4pm! and I wasnt late for one of the first times, cos I didnt want to spoil their plans, if any. Went to fairprice to get our supper! Korean instant noodles plus heaven and earth green tea plus chicken sausages!
Headed to CHIJMES after we put down our stuff at my hse to meet the rest (ophe, xinhui and mingying). soon after the rest came, we dined at the japanese bbq restaurant. their food was not bad, but we didnt tried their bbq stuff though. then we headed down to marina square for desserts! We filled most of our stomachs there, the waffles were awesome and the peach high there was good too! Ophe and xh left first, then the rest of us headed down to esplanade. we stayed to watch the outdoor performance and joined in the writing the wish thing which is hung on the lamp look alike structure. Hope my wishes come true! :)
then came home and settled down. we watched yu le bai fen bai and ate our instant noodles. its nice eating supper at late hours, esp korean instant noodles plus sausages. happy happy. :) then we watched 17again, I watched it before but don't mind watching it again cos it was quite entertaining and funny actually. 'are you peacocking?' LOL. then we watched love on the diet, ah ling fell aslp halfway. hmph.
by then it was 7am liao. then we were all rotting already. we left at 8 for breakfast and went home!
after that, I went out to meet the 6A people, my brain wasnt working in the correct manner. suffering from lack of sleep, hehe.
I went home and slept from 2 to 1 straight, waking up halfway cos I felt hungry and went back to sleep agn! zzz, that explains why I am so awake now and my brain is finally working now at 2.36am! -.-
Lastly, thanks girls for the birthday present. really love it! I know yall dont have much artistic talent but the gift was really nice. :) xie xie ni men!
♥remembered yesterday @ 10:11 AM
Tuesday, December 08, 2009 ♥
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA ANG! Though you are overseas now.
Anyway I came across Taeyang's Wedding Dress lyrics! weh nice. love it.
Taeyang- Wedding Dress
Some say it's not over till its over
Guess this is really over now
There's something I gotta say before I let you go
Listen
When you have a fight with him
Sometimes you cry
And feel sad and blue
I become hopeful
My heart aches secretly
Then just a hint of your smile
Can make feel fine again
To keep you from figuring out how I feel about you
Coz then we would drift apart
I hold my breath, bite my lips
Oh, please leave him and come to me
Baby, please dont take his hand
Coz you should be my lady
I've been waiting for you for so long
Please look at me now
When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come
The wedding dress you're wearing
It's not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you're wearing, oh, no
You never knew how I felt about you
And I hated you so
Sometimes I wished you would be unhappy
Now I have no more tears left to cry
When Im by myself I talk to you like you're here
I've felt so restless every night
Maybe I've known all along this would happen
I close my eyes and dream an endless dream
Please leave him and come to me
Baby, dont take his hand when he comes to you
Coz you should be my lady
I've been waiting for you for so long
Look at me now
When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come
The wedding dress you're wearing
It's not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you're wearing, oh, no
Please be happy with him
So that I can forget you
Please forget how miserable I looked
It's going to be unbearably hard for me
For a long while to come
♥remembered yesterday @ 9:52 AM
Monday, December 07, 2009 ♥
Big Bang- Haru Haru (Day By Day)[GD]
Leave
Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me
Ah ah ah ah~
[Verse 1; GD + TOP]
My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind
My heart vanished like smoke
It can't be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind(say goodbye)
[GD]
Yeah, I thought I wouldn't be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don't answer anything as I cry out "I miss you"
I hope for a vain expectation but now it's useless
[TOP]
What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can't get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times
[Chorus]
Don't look back and leave
Don't find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)
Oh girl I cry, cry
You're my all, say goodbye...
[Verse 2; SR + DS]
If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn't see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly
[GD]
Always be happy with him, (so) I won't ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won't be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous
[TOP]
You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened
[Repeat Chorus]
[Bridge; DS + SR]
I hope your heart fees relieved
Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completelyAs time passes by
[YB]
It would've hurt less if we didn't meet at all (mm)
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you
[Repeat Chorus]
Oh girl I cry,
my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don't lie, lie
You're my heart, say goodbye
♥remembered yesterday @ 5:33 AM
♥
Today is my first stay-at-home day! though I went out to return yu's shoes. that only took up 15min of my day.
spend most of my time slping! zzz. I woke up at three! this is my first day I slept until I woke up natually. then it was tv, youtube, tv and youtube agn! haha. I'm gonna start reading twilight later, or say continue cos I stopped it halfway cos I was studying for promos last year. but I forgot which page I stopped at. zzz.
and I realise korean guys are sooooooo cuteeeeeee! hahahahaha. but of cos, I think no one can beat SJ, the cutest!
I'm listening to g-dragon now. I think he's pretty cute and cool. heart heart heart heart heartbreaker~
If I were you, I would have regreted. But I think memories are still the best to keep close to the heart. Cos they are yours and no one else could have shared it.
♥remembered yesterday @ 4:45 AM
Saturday, December 05, 2009 ♥
no more last chances.
maybe subconsciously, I wanted something different from what I thought.
whatever.
♥remembered yesterday @ 8:25 AM